Saturday, February 07, 2009

wat are friends for?
to backstab here and there? lies and lies and more lies.
jus ask yourself this...
have you all ever treat me as one of the clique? the ans is big fat NO!

when things go wrong, i'm the one at fault. so i chose to boycott myself. undergo a miserable life where no normal person will ever wants. going to school with a heavy heart almost everyday, dreading school so much (never felt this way in my life before). felt that school was the most disgusting place at that time.
things seem to change for the better. but... until recently when i realised some things. which makes me kinda pissed. making me seems like i'm back to square one. trying to trust you once again. but you have misplace my trust. TOTALLY.
how would you feel if you are the ONLY one in the dark while the rest are not? i bet the feeling is not going to be good. go ahead and say i bear grudges or watever shit. i dont care anymore.
i'm glad that soon we will be taking different path...

on the other hand, some things really enlighten me today.
we like for ourselves and not others. since you all didnt spare a thought for me, why must i? thank you to those who have enlighten me today! haha!

i'm sorry people for such an emo post. i jus need somewhere to vent out my frustration. haha.

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